It's pretty weird and disrespectful to be using an asian name when you've got no asian blood in you, no matter how long you spend trying to convince yourself otherwise. so for a while I'm gonna be searching for a name I can ACTUALLY use without being an absolute weeb.
(I'll still answer to any name you call me. within reason. and if you make it clear that ur speaking to me)
AAND in other news- NOLI TODAY!!! Yeah I play forsaken and I SUCK AT IT. Quaking in my boots for this update because I've seen Noli gameplay and. dear god is he fast. is noli nonbinary?? [tag] site [tag] life [tag] not midnight # SORT YOURSELF OUT DEDMOS 2025-07-12T22:15:11.147Z right. so. i foudn some names. Here's my list of possible names-
ANYWAYS
I actually went outside today (to go to the shop to pick up a parcel). While I was there weighing out my options there was the ROUDIEST family ever. "Why?" you may ask- there were two kids in shorts running about the store screaming and swearing (and plus the whole faily was shirtless and barefoot for some reason??)
normally I wouldn't complain since I'm not the most polished thing out there but come on... don't run around the store pls thanks.
Would you be surpised if that WASNT the biggest issue today? because I was. Before going to the store I DID use my camera app to check my hair, and for some reason my camera app loves to take random photos of me without knowing. So, I ended up with a photo of my back turned and I thought "wow. I am a FATASS." and now I cant stop thinking about it!!!
oh yeah. I also forgot to say I updated my kinlist to add a few guys. its really sad how the mandela catalogue turned out to be fetish content because it was such a good concept. I also kin like 2 people from every media I touch is that normal.
I had to hold myself back from adding jonah because I thought "yeah this is a bit much how do you kin 2 regretevator 2 forsaken???? who are you" [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] vent? [tag] names # my bones are popping 2025-07-14T22:15:11.147Z hmm hmmm... yes. I didn't update last night because I honestly left it too late. I spent my whole day waiting for 8pm so that I could make my trek to the kebab shop and over indulge in greasy food. the result? a weeping bank account.
but once again I CARE NOT. I HAVE BIGGER ISSUES RIGHT NOW.
my hands have started to become all cracked and dry again but I think I saw some moisturiser in the bathroom??? I guess I'll just wear my gloves around the house i dont know
in other news- harvard apparently has online learning courses. ONES FOR HTML!! AND PYTHON!! AND CSS!!>!?? apparently you can put that onto your CV and uni applications too so I'll be looking into that.
especially because I feel like this site could look SO MUCH BETTER if it was hand coded (and therefore I knew what made everything tick). Like. in the past this site has looked so cool but it could be EVEN COOLER if I knew how to code properly.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yes [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] site # for you who's stuck in place 2025-07-15T22:33:11.147Z I enrolled into an online harvard class today which was cool. Thought I could out it into my CV but BOY did I think wrong! you gotta pay £200 FOR A CERTIFICATE! I'm not doing that.
but concerning the site I updated it to add an ACTUAL photo of me IRL. It's pretty old but yknow it's all I got. enjoy that stuff. oh yeah also updated kinlist
How can people go out every single day talking to people wihtout stopping? this is hwy I'm not suitable for a job and people should stop bugging me about it. I'll stick to comissions thanks ty
lalalalalalalalala I played a new game and my hands are crackly again. At this point just attach rok=cks to my hands iykyk [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] site [tag] vent? # get me out or let me do something productive 2025-07-16T17:44:11.147Z I probably need to apologize for how angsty that precious entry for today was. Yknow when you have so many options for what you could be doing? all with similar outcomes but you also have so little time? thats literally what that was a result of.
But I'm better now. I took a deep breath and told myself that with the time I'm currently spending freaking out I could be doing actually productive stuff.
anyways. Tomorrow I'm gonna meet up with some IRLs to get our art stuff and hang out. i'm pretty excited because they're my friends, why wouldn't I be excited??
they also said they'll give me free mcdonalds, but I don't really care about that. also seeing Jimmy from moutwashing IRL (aka.. yknow... )
oh. and finally, the site will be handcoded over time, I'm just putting it on the backburner for a bit so I can focus on art n stuff. Hope thats ok will all of you. [tag] midnight [tag] life # WITH THE GANGALANG! 2025-07-17T21:14:11.147Z As I mentioned yesteday, I went out with some of my favourite IRLs to get out art stuff. Even tho I could have stayed home doing god knows what, I'm glad I actually went out
I was actually way earlier than needed. Like. an hour early. But that's fine since I got to chill out for a bit before we all actually went to our old school
And speaking of our old school- what is their issue?!? A bit of background here: We actually left that school a year ago, and during our abscence we've been BOMBING that place with emails asking "hey! when can we collect out stuff?"
yap yap yap montsh of being ignored and miscommunication later and we're there, and what do they say to us? "we didn't really plan this well" YEAH. YOURE TELLING US. FOR ONE THEY DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE MAIN THING I NEEDED (my sketchbook, which I was going to use for my portfolio)???? HOW DO U LOSE A SKETCHBOOK???
uhh after that we went to mcdonalds and I demolished like 5 million calories worth, and then we went to a store and got matching plushies before chilling
hmmm yep. I got home at like 6 and ate soup for dinner [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] outings # demo dedmos 2025-07-19T21:14:11.147Z i've had a pretty big lack of diary entries for the past couple of days (aka more inconsistencies) cuz the days are honestly blending into one.
The only way I actually know it's a different day is when I have somethign going on. Otherwise I don't really know what day it is
Anyways. I made a new index page thingy, its not done yet but I'm pretty proud of how I basically hand coded that shit (apart from the scrolling marquee...). For someone who mainly relies on pre-made code it's not that bad
I also finally picked out a new name. I chose 'demo' not only because it was easy (just shortened version of dedmos) but also because like this site I will never be the 'finished' version of myself- therefore I am a demo.
haha get it. hmmmmmmmmm.
yeah I need to get on with college work more. I checked the planner thign and turns out we actually don;t need to do much work for the summer
I've just overcomplicated it by wanting to get a good chunk of my portfolio n stuff done took [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] names [tag] site # ten ten ten ten 2025-07-20T21:14:11.147Z I woke up to a crushed moth at my side. Like. I rolled over and saw a little moth crushed where my arm was. What does that mean?
either way, I went out to the shops today. For some reason it made me really grumpy, probably because I was hungry and craving a hot dog only to find out they were sold out
and in other news, a grape from the grapevine told me that JanitorAI (that one site with the NSFW AI bots) is gonna be blocking UK IP adresses because they can't keep up with the new online safety act, and honestly? good.
like. having a website thats full of NSFW and weird parasocial delusional shit be so easily accessible is a HORRIBLE IDEA. And when combined with how many people support this stuff on social media it just turns into one big grooming site- and I'm tired of pretending it isnt
In their statement they said something like "the UK is creating a big iron curtain blockign them from innovation" like YEAH BUDDY. YOUR SCAT NSFW STEPBROTHER BOT IS REAAALLLY INNOVATIVE AND IMPORTANT TO THE FUTURE.
anyways. I think I might be going to forbidden planet again tomorrow? uhh idk for sure though but if I am I'm DEFINITELY getting that evangelion ichibankuji again. Heard everythings half off there too. [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] AI # CAN THE DOCTORS STOP CALLING ME TENSE 2025-07-25T13:03:11.147Z I ran into a dilemma today. Found out that generally fan art shouldn't be included in your UNI portfolios. That made me go into quite a sour mood since quite a bit of my inspiration comes from other medias- so therefore my best work is usually fan
but at the same time it makes sense: when applying to art courses such as illustration you NEED to show you are able to make new, interesting, and standout art. So unfortunately, unless that fan art is REAALLY good or twists the narrative, your portfolio won't really be hitting those marks.
But anyways, I can just make plenty of my OC art to combat this. That's what I've been doing for 16 years (albeit at a faster pace, but the pace is going to slow with age+ growth of quality regardless).
hmmmm anyways. other stuff. I found the new Mau Makan Apa episode and its SO GOOD!! I'm genuinely blown away at how someone who's only a year or so older than me can make such a good series. I've also been making more progress on art fight, but generally I've been slowing down my attacks quite a bit at the same time since I don't wanna be burnt out when I've also got so much school work to do.
And finally, I chose my haloween costume with the help of my friends. I'm gonna be going as Yoshida from CSM since 1: we have roughly the same hair style, and 2: I'm gonna go see the movie on the 29th yay!
oh right. site updates are gonna pick up too since I'm going back to hand coding. Let me know if the layout is weird on your computers please!! [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] site # 400 megawatts to the power of god 2025-07-30T22:28:11.147Z once again no updates for a while. Mostly because I've been helping around the house and really putting my ass into gear when it comes to art. Like. Today I did FOUR ARTFIGHT ATTACKS????? ALL IN A FEW HOURS???
but since the event is gonna end in like a day I'll probably be a bit more lenient with myself, which then means more site updates. I've made a good bit of progress on the new layout though (even tho it looks a bit basic, what really counts is it being hand-coded).
Anyways. what have I been up to? well, now much obviously. Yesterday I went out shopping and came back with TONS of cool stuff. A few trinkets, a cool chainsawman cup that I only bought because Aki was on it, and somehow a fake chainsawman book??? idk. I also booked in my next hair appointment- I'm gonna get my hair dyed teal (for miku), but if the colour can't come out as BRIGHT teal cuz of my dark hair then I'm gonna go with red (for madcom ig???)
yurr. I'm writing thsi while eating the biggest bowl of noodles you could ever imagine. My life is just one big soggy noodle bowl full of the weirdest ingredients [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] site # the end of artfight 2025-07-31T21:55:11.147Z and like that, art fight is basically over. I didn't draw all the ocs I wanted to since I knew I'd get burn the HELL out if I finished all 34 of those priority ocs. but for my first ever year of art fight? 21 attacks isn't that bad. I'll aim for like 30 or so next year.
in other news, I started on my personal statement for university. I didn;t actually realise hwo personal you needed to be (wow shocker) so I'm definitely struggling a bit. But I'm sure it'll be fine, it's just a rough draft anyways.
do you think if I mention newgrounds I'tll like... auto decline my application? surely not cuz how are they gonna dictate what inspires me, but at the same time. yknow. they really do mean it when they say "everything by EVERYONE". or was it "anything by anyone"? comment down below
its also someones birthday (NOT MINE) lelelele yayayayaya haoppy borthday :) [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] school # yeah im normal. so normal. 2025-08-01T21:01:11.147Z I bought abought 6 feet worth of foam so I could make a fursuit head...for my illustration portfolio yeah man. just don't tell my IRLs.
AND IN OTHER NEWS IM TWEAKING! Does anyone else remember that one funny looking neocities webplayer? it was like... proper retro. I dont know how to describe it I just WANT A MUSIC PLAYER OK?! I CANT GO ON WITHOUT ONE!
and this problem will be solved in about one day.
in more other news--- one, I have fleas. two? UhhHH I'm starting to not like my layout again and I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED IT! can I atleast finish the thing before being sick of it and making a new one? our sources say no.
i really wanta grilled cheese rn
and some soup [tag] midnight [tag] site # work it! yeah yeah! 2025-08-02T23:55:11.147Z yeah so no one told me that SCM player (the music player I was looking for last night) had been discontinued or smthn so...
but I found another one that was basically the same, so we have music now on the new homepage. Hope you like my tunes
hmmm yes yes. In other news I made my first upload on newgrounds! one of many.
I guess thats about it for today? I spent a good chunk of the day napping since if it gets over 20 degrees in my room I just instantly pass out and nape for like 10 hours. so muhc for me being productive this month. [tag] midnight [tag] site # cant you see I need to blink 2025-08-03T15:55:11.147Z Updating CSS is such a pain for me. Like, sometimes it'll be REALLY responsive and work fast but most of the time it takes about 8 business days to show the updated code.
thats probably just a me problem though so yknow. thats how the crumble cookies???
did I also mention that I have about 79 WHOLE INCHES of foam coming in a few days? it was an impulsive purchase but can you really pass on that much foam for the low price of £14? I don't think so. [tag] not midnight [tag] site [tag] life # a suit...made of fur. 2025-08-05T22:55:11.147Z to no one's surprise: I'm a furry.
so, today the foam arrived! It wasn't really as wide as I was hoping, but still a bargain for £14 (I think). Instead of waiting until tomorrow to actually get started on my idea (since I don't have any math skills) I rushed ahead and.. yeah the thing doesn't even fit my head. How did I manage that? IDK MAN.
But anyways, I'll just re use all the foam I wasted and use it as padding or somethign on the actual thing.
but this has also given em a new idea- what if I make a madness combat fursuit? yeah the visibility and ventilation will be PISS POOR but creativity!!! I don't think anyones made one before.
google search break
yeah it onyl comes up with furry fan art and stuff, so I'm really enclined to do it.
these cramps are also actually killing me if the site doesnt update for likr a week just know THE CRAMPS GOT ME. [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] fursuit # Where have you been? 2025-08-14T22:55:11.147Z I've been pushing myself more lately just to get stuff done. I dont want to end up being swamped with schoolwork when I get back in college (As well as working on my portfolio and uni application)- So I'm kinda forcing myself to get as much done as I can each day
but I did finish the base for that fursuit a bit ago! it doesnt really resemble a racoon, but for a first try it isnt all that bad. My only concern is how I'm gonna fur it and if the pen I used on the foam is gonna stain
uhh what else. Im trying to hold my money a bit looser? I guess?? usually I don't like spending my money at ALL it makes me feel anxious and scared for some reason. But then I realised that I literally get paid to come to college (and exist), so no matter what I buy the money will always come back
AND RESULTS DAY!! RESULTS DAY IS NOW.
In the end I got 2 As, a Distinction star, and a pass. Even though I know I should feel happy, for some reason I just feel confused? and stressed? Maybe its because my teachers already said Id be getting those grades so then Ive therefore already coem to terms with the achievement.
I dont know man. Im thinking of making a nice bowl of noodles to celebrate. [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] school [tag] fursuit # scott pilgrim vs the people pleasing complex 2025-08-16T22:55:11.147Z As much as I enjoy the mysterious-ness and niche-ness of living in a teeny tiny 'town' (it cant even be considered a town), I hate it when it comes to actually getting OUT of this place.
well, not always, but having your only mode of transport being a ride in an abuser's car or a bus that comes every hour isnt exactly ideal.
'why has this borhterd you now?' you may be sighing to your computers- well, it's because I ACTUALLY want to start hanging out with my freinds more. the issue? everytime they want to hang my parents are busy or have tight schedules
which is where the title comes in!!
yeah. I usually find myself trying to please everyone- in the sense of "I'll change my entire schedule to fit around your needs"
but I can't exactly do that right now. My parent wants to go get a clothign item for thie night out from a freind who lives like 4 hours away, the abuser has a demanding job, my freinds' schedules don;t exactly always fit, and me? i dunno. I just need to get to my college enrolement in time so they dont kick me out.
oh yeah. and someone needs to ALWAYS be home to watch my sisters. See how I can;t do shit about this??
thats really all I've done today. I haven;t been productive at all because I feel like I've just been... waiting around for something to happen, I guess.
Or I'm just waiting for it to be dark enough to draw. [tag] midnight [tag] life # is it really that important? 2025-08-17T22:55:11.147Z tomorrow is my enrolement for college, and in usual fashion- I'm nervous.
I'm not the biggest fan of queue systems (which is what theyve set up over there), and I'm ALSO not a big fan of speaking to teachers that I don't know.
But at the same time all of that is out fo my control, so the most I can do is complain and move on.
uhh AND I'm gettign to eat 2 WARM MEALS TODAY! How greedy am I?!
but back to the enrolement I have something to add. Are they gonna ask me to tell them where I'm going in the future? surely they will. And that means one thing-
I need to get a move on with this portfolio of mine.
I've been putting it off because I really havent been in a coding mood these past few weeks, who wouldve guessed coding for days on end would do that?
so instead I've been trying to find some good alternatives that still let me achieve my idea. Its not going well. nuh uh. does anyone know some?
I cant wait for my chicken burger and I cant wait to see my friends [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] art [tag] site # it isnt a hear me out- its a HOLD ME BACK. 2025-08-18T22:55:11.147Z uhh so I ended up not going to enrolement. The car was making some HORRID noises so instead I just got dropped off at my friends house.
after like. 5 million attempts to reach the school.
do I also mention that he who owns the car definitely intended in not taking me anyways??? like. he though I wanted to go to my HIGH SCHOOL? idk man im in college now why would you think im going there.
anyways- I had a pretty good time with my friends. we watched a singular film, stalked an account cough cough, aand most important of all- made a hear me out brownie.
honestly I wish I didn't hold back as much for it and included my WHOLE LIST, but at the same time I didnt wanna make it all about myself in a way
idk why having more h.m.os would make it about me but it just feels like it yknow???
anyways if any of you want to know whos on my list I'll be making a whole page for it. cuz im a FREAK like that I think. [tag] midnight [tag] life # WHAT ARE THE GCSE BOUNDARIES THIS YEAR 2025-08-21T22:55:11.147Z this is just liek a. breif update about GCSEs.
WHY IS THE BOUNDARIES SO HIGH RIGHT NOW???
its common knowledge that I'm not the smartest tool in the shed, so despite not being a GCSE student anymore I STILL need to retake maths.
THEREFORE I just got my results for my maths GCSE back today. and what the FUCK are those boundaries.
lets get some backstory- in past years, the grade for a 'C' has been around 56-64 marks
this year? 69 POINTS BROTHER. this may not seem like a lot, especially since the max points is 160
however, I raise you the fcat that you needed 100 POINTS FOR A B
im not the only one who thinks this is bullshit right. like.
A WHOLE 6 MARKER WAS ON TESSELATIONS- A TOPIC THAT WASNT EVEN IN THE CURRICULUM AND NOT EVEN A LEVEL MATH STUDENTS KNOW.
fuck youuu exam board [tag] not midnight [tag] life [tag] school # GET BACK HERE. 2025-08-22T22:55:11.147Z errmmm... hai.
yeah honestly I cant really explain why I've been so inactive lately.
I dont really have any good excuses apart from my brain can only use one half of itself at one time. and minecraft.
but honestly??? havent been doing much. I ended up doing my enrolement online for college, and for the last few days I've been home alone since my parent is celebrating a birthday
I dont really mind though. I'm actually getting better at this whole independance thing. # hotel motel 2025-08-23T22:55:11.147Z I feel like recently things are going surprisingly well for me. or maybe its just that I've had a pretty decent day
I finally finished one of the more complicated pieces for my portfolio, and then when I uploaded it to newgrounds...
I GOT SCOUTED!!!! which probably isn't that big of a deal, but back on my old account I posted 15+ pieces trying to get scouted, and now I've done it in just 3?!?
it's also pretty good in the long-run cuz, yknow, getting scouted means being able to reach more people.
uhhh. hm. I guess I also finished my christmas list? theres like 4 things on it but I honestly dont really want much on account of going to japan the month after (i think)
and now I'm gonna go eat soup and probably draw a bit more. AKA putting off makign that portfolio page GOT DAMN [tag] not midnight [tag] life # and I thought I was bad 2025-08-24T22:55:11.147Z Todays main topic is- why the fuck does the colombine shooting have a fandom.
I was on discord as usual, and I see that my ex irl has a worrying status about rape- already NOT A GOOD SIGN!! but I suspense my belief for a bit
so then I'm worried, which leads me to checking their strawpage. turns out that theyve become a proshipper AND has colombine pretty up there on their interests list. ouch.
Even though they can do what they want with their life, its still a bit sad to see someone you knew well turn out that way.
yeah other than that I've got nothing. I MIGHT go to the shops on tuesday since we're running out of food, but in all other aspects im just. here. [tag] not midnight [tag] life # an actual racoon in a hoodie 2025-08-25T22:55:11.147Z after some thinking I realised I was probably being too weird. I really shouldnt have cared much
but today- I finally found out what the Gen Z stare is like!
basically I finally decided to say hi first to the delivery driver (since theyre usualy chatty) but today I'm jut met with silence
yeah, odd, but in the moment im thinking 'have I dont something wrong????' so I look up...
and the driver is just on his phone, and when he sees me looking up nervously he just GOES BACK TO THE pHONE
Im definitely overreacting but you cant deny its odd.
and theres also a bird in my attic- Ive been hearing scuttles and thumps that are too light to be a person. so I hope its not like... an EVIL BIRD. eevil bird. [tag] not midnight [tag] life # world is hers 2025-08-31T21:55:11.147Z today is MIKU DAY!!!! even though vocaloid has become a background special interest I still feel a weird sense of pride for this day
like wow. hit virtual singer hatsune miku is now 18? good for her. I'll see her soon.
but in other news... there is no news.
I havent drawn in a while and thats bad. Though I DID do a commision interest check- and it seems that the crowd thinks my work is worth £6-10. WOW!!
but on the other hand I am REALLLY scared of chargebacks. oh well you gotta make money somehow
hmmmm shes an absolute terror for absolute territory. [tag] midnight [tag] life [tag] interests # I KNOW IM GONNA JOIN U SOON! 2025-09-11T21:55:11.147Z so uhh... college. it started again. its been okay but at the same time what the hell man.
for starters they added 400 NEW STUDENTS which means like the school is overrun with first years ewwew slash half jay
but what irks me even more is the new system that the school runs on. WHICH MEANS THEY HAD TO KICK EVERYONE OFF OF FREE SCHOOL MEALS AND STILL HAVENT SOLVED IT!!!!
I'm honestly more mad because the sweet sweet lunch ladies KNOW in supposed to be on fsm, so they need to break school rules (i think) to feed me!
whatever man. atleast I get to actually do something productive now aart from coding this website. oh how I miss coding this site by NEOCITIES IS BLOCKED ON MY SCHOOL WIFI.
uh and speaking of first years one of them is attached to me because i look so openly f slur.
honestly even though I hate first years its not TOO bad. more embarrasing i guess because theyre that kind of neurodivergent that makes you both extroverted and very 'cringe'
so its more of like a... 'both of us are going to get bullied if we're seen together (AND I CARE ABOUT THAT.)' kind of embarrasment. and its rare for me to care about that because im an ESPORTS STUDENT OOH BURN.
what else???
hmmm nope. im gonna watch the rest of madcom during lunch tomorrow probably cuz i'll have my laptop
i specifically skipped all of the .5s because i wanted to see doc BUT THAT WONT HAPPEN TMRW, [tag] midnight [tag] school [tag] site [tag] life [tag] interests # everyday im wonderin... 2025-09-13T21:55:11.147Z euugh now that my frist week of college is over I just feel so. drained. like there was just SO MUCH that was going on that I cant even enjoy my weekend now.
mostly becuase of that person I was talking about last entry who I'm gonna call wawa, mostly becuase they remind me of those small mutt dogs that go wawa
...like. I know igs not their fault and they just look up to me but they treat me so, oddly.
one minute they're saying how cool I am (which bottom of the barrel bro) and the next theyre calling me a dumbass and innocent like OOKAY IM OLDER THAN YOU.
just because I have dyscalculia doesnt mean im a fucking ideot!!!
but anyways. im gonna make another fursuit head for art which is cool. I just hope it doesnt grow mold or smthn. and my free school meals thing isnt solved yet FUCK OFFFFFFF.
ehh what else... uh. nothin.????? [tag] midnight [tag] school [tag] life # uuuWAH!? 2025-09-21T21:55:11.147Z will we acknowledge what day it is tomorrow? no. no we won't because that gets it's own entry.
yeah so the first year I was talking about GAVE ME COVID.
AND THEN THEY TRIED TO SAY I WAS THE CAUSE OF THE COVID EVEN THO I'VE ONLY BEEN AROUND 4 PEOPLE AT MOST
YEAH FUCK OFF MAN DON'T HANG AROUND ME IF UR GONNA TRY THAT.
I fucking hate germs so much fml. and now I hate first years.
ANYWAYS. party!! I went to a party this friday and it was really cool, had some nice Phillipenes food and listened to kareoke or however you spell it
my free school meals is also solved now which THANK FUCK. Buut idk about my EMA or bus pass. honestly the person who controls it has been a bit rude to me so i cba
some say tomorrow will be madness [tag] not midnight [tag] school [tag] life # INNER MADNESS 2025-09-22T21:55:11.147Z and so madness day it is # match before tha... 2025-09-26T21:55:11.147Z oh man was that a good madness day. Such a good madness day in fact that I genuinely couldnt do anything but eat dinner and sleep as soon as I got home. Whatever though.
Anyways. What happened today?
I got catcalled.
Basically, I was walking out of Esports as I do, and when doing so I like to walk past the sofa to see if its free. it wasnt.
A group of strange men I've never seen before were there, and they all suddenly tune to me (you can see where this is going)
Im actually more confused than anything. Like. out of ALL PEOPLE YOU CHOOSE ME, THE RESURFACED SEWER RACCOON???
anyways. in other news...
Im making a T shirt so thats cool, and my madness merch is being delivered soon
cant wait for my original sanford pin to be reunited with deimos after I lost him in cyprus (and hank will be there too ig) (why didnt i buy 2b what is wrong with me)
aannd. hamilton. Im going to see hamilton tomorrow thats nice [tag] midnight [tag] school [tag] life # WHATS UR NAME, MAN?! 2025-09-27T21:55:11.147Z yah. I saw hamilton today?!
it was actually really fun, especially because I was with my IRLS.
I even sung along uncontrollably. I won't ever admit it to my friends but I actually enjoy singing
...I just dont really have the best vocals for it, so I play it off by singing in a higher tone.
we also did a bit of shopping and I bought another NGE blind bag and...
3 FUCKING REI AYANAMIS.
god help us.
aand then we ate at popeyes and we went home. fun day out and I'm planning to go see the 10th anniversary of Scott Pilgrim if I can
and ghe csm reze arc
[tag] midnight
[tag] life
# work pls pls pls mice nadm e men
2025-09-28T21:55:11.147Z
I didn't actually do anything today cuz I was still recovering from being out and socializing from so long yesterday.
that's definitely going to backfire on me but would you really rather do multiple shitty works or one really good work?
anyways. you know who was staying at my house today and that enraged me so much that I went food shopping for myself, and that really made me realise how muhc of my diet is just shit
like. most of it was carbs and fastly-perishable food. BUT.
I FOUND BUGLES.
bugles are like my favourite kind of crisp even though I've only ate them twice on a school Spain trip.
so that made the trip worthwile
hmmm... anyways.... my madcom merch arrived early this morning!!!
I kinda regret not buying 2bd because 1- hes awesome, and 2- I've now got hank 3rd wheeling sanmos on my backpack
buuut at the same time I now have too much madcom merch on my bag so I think I SHOULD PROBBALY HOLD OFF ON THAT.
its like 9pm its a school night :(
[tag] midnight
[tag] life